so unexpected♥

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pinilit ako ni bloodytom mag post ng bagong entry. hehehe so ok fine, panalo ka na. eto na. tsk, actually wala akong idea kung ano bang dapat kong i-post dito... but since something so unexpected happened, yun na lang.

to start things over, uh, about dun sa quiz sa Facebook na Bakit Single Ka Pa Rin?! syempre hindi yun totoo noh! hahahaha.. but first, naniwala ako dun. i thought wala na talaga akong pag-asa. dahil parang lagi na lang nauuwi sa "wala" yung mga past relationships ko. feeling ko malas ako sa lovelife. sabi pa nga ng ilang friends ko, "malas mo sa lalaki, phine!" i know it's a joke, pero half non totoo!:P parang napa-isip ako, siguro nga. pano ba naman, sa mga college friends kong girls, ako lang walang boyfriend! sabagay 4 lang naman kami eh. but everytime i'm with them, pag kasama nila boyfriend nila, syempre kahit papano naiinggit ako. hahahah. but i came to realize, by that time, i don't need somebody. it's just that damn peer pressure. para sakin hindi naman necessity yun eh. i'd rather wait forever than let someone break my heart for almost everyday.

bakit nga ba failure mga past relationships ko? i really don't know the reason. and i don't know who to blame either. ok first boyfriend-- for almost 3 years, nahuli kong may nililigawang iba. second boyfriend-- for 10 months, nagkagusto sa iba and then the last one, for one month, i don't know. haha. hindi nag-explain ng mabuti but then, i don't want to know the reason. i even had complicated situations with two guys, yung first, i thought he is the perfect and the right one. but that's what i thought. i forgot the saying that "nobody is perfect". he made promises, but promises are made to be broken, so of course nothing happened. pinaasa lang ako sa wala. gosh! ako yung girl ako pa yung pinaasa. hehe. after that i thought i learned by lessons, pero hindi pa rin pala. matigas ang ulo ko hahaha. there goes the same situation, but this time, it is deeper. even though it is complicated, we had this relationship for almost 5 months i think. hindi naging kami, pero parang kami. ganun yung nangyari. and then dumating yung araw na ayaw ko, yung iiwan na naman ako. he explained everything, pero dahil suspicious ako, hindi ako naniwala sa excuses nya. nalaman ko na binalikan pa nya yung ex nya, so talagang nasaktan ako. after nun hindi ko na sya tinext-- no communication at all. 3 months kong tiniis yun. not that long para sa iba, pero long enough for me to miss him so much. :( within 3 months i know that deep inside sya pa rin. i tried to date other guys pero wala pa rin.

before magboard exam, nagkaron ulit kami ng communication. pero honestly, hindi na ko nag-expect kasi hindi naman siya yung tipo ng nagpaparamdam ng something. inisip ko baka friends lang ganun. then, June 24, 2009, online sya, online ako. he called me "what-we-used-to-call-each-other-before", and told me he missed me. hindi ako makapaniwala at first. sabi niya itetext nya ko after nya magsign-out. and then ginawa nga nya! akala ko may nagpapanggap na sya lang yun or whatever kasi nga hindi ako makapaniwala. pero tumawag sya saglit just to prove na sya nga yun! and then.. the next thing that happened, as they say, is history. he asked me kung kelan daw kami.. 24? sabi nya sa 25 (June) ko na lang daw sya sagutin. sabi ko ayoko kasi nagamit ko na yun at nagamit nya na din pala ang 24. hahaha. next month na lang daw. so yeah, everything happened, for me, is simply unexpected, and so unbelievable. i don't know what happened to him, nauntog ba sa pader?? haha. but one thing's for sure. this time it's not complicated. iba na ang situation, and i'm so happy about it. it was like a dream come true. the long wait is over. and may pinatunguhan ang paghihintay ko. ni hindi ko na nga naisip na dadating yung araw na yun eh! it just did! and i thank God for bringing him back to me. :) tama nga sabi nila, love comes when you least expect it! and this time, i hope everything will be alright. hehe.

i love you honey!♥